I have several friends that are single mothers and several that are married and also mothers. The past couples of days I have heard stories that made me giggle and yearn to be in their positions. From tales of rose petals being misplaced in areas of the body that shall not be named to being asked that all so important “Are you with your baby daddy” question, my friends have kept me updated on the dating world and I have been led to the conclusion that the flavor of the week is MILF; and my friends fall into that category. LOL
So now I’m wondering, where’s my suitor? Yes I know; it is too soon for me to start looking. But a girl would like to feel she’s still got it. Yes, I feel I have kept it together over these years. Yes, I still get that “look” from the male population. But, no one speaks up anymore. I think I am unconsciously putting out that I hate men vibe. I have been told by strangers “Smile. It’s not that bad.” And how in the hell do you know? Hmm… thinking back, maybe that was that their pick up line and I was just too pissed off to notice. This only reaffirms my feelings that I am not ready to start dating again. But I can’t help but get that little ping in my chest and get a major case of the “I wants.” I want to cuddle; I want to hold hands; etc., etc., etc.
These feelings have put me out of my comfort zone. I was never that clingy needy girl. What in the world is going on? I do not like feeling this way; I do so want them to go away. Is it possible to come out of a separation and divorce feeling, well softer? I always felt that my marriage left me tougher and probably ruined me for anyone else. I would be one tough shell to crack. But now, I’m not so sure. So, on with my MILF maintenance. Geez, what’s a girl got to do to get a hello?
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